Lunges and lingerie

My journey into the world of female bodybuilding: this is where i'll share my progress, diet, love for lingerie and more!
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My Bikini Contest Experience!

I didn’t win but I’m sooo glad I did it! Best experience ever and amazing practice for my first body building comp in just over two months! I know what I need to work on now: my nerves, stage presence and posing.. But that’s it aside from building a bit more muscle! Oh and I met the most amazing girls there!!

My look was created with heavy eye makeup, false eyelashes, very tanned skin and blow dried hair so I looked a little bit barbie but honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever felt so beautiful!

I think that the made up look suits me, it’s not natural by any means and a lot of work to keep up but it’s not too much extra time or money so why not? I seem to be quite lazy with the rest of my life so maybe being not lazy with my appearance will start to focus the rest of my life.. We’ll see!

I really need to focus myself… I’m feeling so un focused! I’ve passed all my exams, even the hard one so I know that if I put my mind so it, I’m very capable, I just need that kinda drive all the time.

And speaking of drive, I’m finally taking my restricted license this Thursday! I’ve been driving for such a long time but I’ve never needed to drive by myself so I’ve never bothered to go and book the tests, but I’m getting a bit old now so it’s about time! Wish me luck!


Alex xxx

Yesterday I entered a bikini competition and it was the most nerve racking thing I’ve ever done! I didn’t win but I’m so glad I did it as it’s shown me exactly what I need to work on for my September ifbb comp! Thank you to everybody who has supported my journey so far! Xxx #bikini #blonde #costume #gym #sports #competition

Yesterday I entered a bikini competition and it was the most nerve racking thing I’ve ever done! I didn’t win but I’m so glad I did it as it’s shown me exactly what I need to work on for my September ifbb comp! Thank you to everybody who has supported my journey so far! Xxx #bikini #blonde #costume #gym #sports #competition

I Am Anti Pantie Line 
No, I’m not just anti, I’m very anti, I mean it looks really really bad so I only pretty much wear g-strings these days! They are the best invention in the world and I really want to convert you to wear them everyday too!
First of all, obviously there is no bump or bunching- its just a clean line
Secondly it makes your butt look amazing in jeans, skirts, dresses etc 
And thirdly they are sexy and fun and amazing and they make your butt look amazeballs!
This is yesterdays haul of g-strings/gym underwear, 9 for $10 at the cotton on outlet (very old stock) and I’m super pleased as I hate running out! I dont usually bulk buy but thats way too cheap not to take up!
Alex xx

I Am Anti Pantie Line 

No, I’m not just anti, I’m very anti, I mean it looks really really bad so I only pretty much wear g-strings these days! They are the best invention in the world and I really want to convert you to wear them everyday too!

First of all, obviously there is no bump or bunching- its just a clean line

Secondly it makes your butt look amazing in jeans, skirts, dresses etc 

And thirdly they are sexy and fun and amazing and they make your butt look amazeballs!

This is yesterdays haul of g-strings/gym underwear, 9 for $10 at the cotton on outlet (very old stock) and I’m super pleased as I hate running out! I dont usually bulk buy but thats way too cheap not to take up!

Alex xx

Transformations can go two ways people! That’s me at my lightest in the first picture at around 44kg and me now at about 54kg! I’ve got a while to go until I’m stage ready and I know I’ve got a tough couple of months ahead but I’ve come quite far and I’m proud of that! #beforeandafter #transformation

Transformations can go two ways people! That’s me at my lightest in the first picture at around 44kg and me now at about 54kg! I’ve got a while to go until I’m stage ready and I know I’ve got a tough couple of months ahead but I’ve come quite far and I’m proud of that! #beforeandafter #transformation

Here is a bit of progress for you!
I’m about 3 weeks into cutting and I’m really happy with the results so far. I’m finding it super difficult not having sweets- I crave them ALL THE TIME, especially my old pal Nutella, but I know it will be worth it in the end!
I keep on making the mistake of comparing my body to Ifbb pro bikini winners which is stupid because its basically like starting to play football and comparing yourself to David Beckham. So I’m learning to compare myself to the old me and thats much less depressing, in fact its super awesome!
So if you’re on a weight loss or any type of physical transformation like myself- keep that in mind, cause yeah you might have a while to go but wow look how far you’ve come!! 
Love from Alex xxx

Here is a bit of progress for you!

I’m about 3 weeks into cutting and I’m really happy with the results so far. I’m finding it super difficult not having sweets- I crave them ALL THE TIME, especially my old pal Nutella, but I know it will be worth it in the end!

I keep on making the mistake of comparing my body to Ifbb pro bikini winners which is stupid because its basically like starting to play football and comparing yourself to David Beckham. So I’m learning to compare myself to the old me and thats much less depressing, in fact its super awesome!

So if you’re on a weight loss or any type of physical transformation like myself- keep that in mind, cause yeah you might have a while to go but wow look how far you’ve come!! 

Love from Alex xxx

MY BOOBS GREW BACK WTF!!
So very weirdly I am an 8E again! This is kinda weird as you can see I’m pretty bony right now- hip bones popping and everything! But I have been like praying for them to come back so maybe it worked haha!
I’ve got the flu at the moment (first time I’ve had it) and it sucks balls!! Talked to my doc and he said to only train up to 70% of what i usually would until I’m better or I could get very sick or die- apparently people die from the flu and its quite serious! Soo I’ll be taking his advice seriously haha!! My eating has almost gone out the window while I’ve been sick- maybe 2 meals a day… not great but I’m finding it hard to eat :( I really need to get better!!
This set is made by Everlove !
p.s. check out those shoulders :P

MY BOOBS GREW BACK WTF!!

So very weirdly I am an 8E again! This is kinda weird as you can see I’m pretty bony right now- hip bones popping and everything! But I have been like praying for them to come back so maybe it worked haha!

I’ve got the flu at the moment (first time I’ve had it) and it sucks balls!! Talked to my doc and he said to only train up to 70% of what i usually would until I’m better or I could get very sick or die- apparently people die from the flu and its quite serious! Soo I’ll be taking his advice seriously haha!! My eating has almost gone out the window while I’ve been sick- maybe 2 meals a day… not great but I’m finding it hard to eat :( I really need to get better!!

This set is made by Everlove !

p.s. check out those shoulders :P

This is my most recent set.. but it isn’t a set! + Strong is the new Skinny!

The bra is EverLove and the pants are Elle McPherson! Weirdly I got the bra for $3.50 down from $70 (old stock they wanted to get rid of + something like 30% off) BARGAIN!! The pants were 50% off so the set in total was just over $20 which is great when you’re a poor student like me.

Anyway, what I want to tell you all is strong can be sexy, you just have to OWN IT! I’ve decided to own it recently and have entered yet ANOTHER bikini competition in less than 20 days! Very exciting! Need to sort out what I’ll wear as there are three walks: workwear, sportswear and bikini!

Weight is a stable 55kgs+ and will soon go down as I’ll FINALLY be doing some fat burning cardio!!

Stay happy and strong!

Love from Alex xxx

Some days I think I have a mans body..

I’ve lost so much body fat that I’ve gone down 2 cup sizes and now fit into a 10D /12C maybe even smaller but I don’t really mind that- what I do mind is the fat loss from my hips so I’m not even close to as curvy as I was before.

I was once a perfect hourglass and now I’m almost a perfect masculine triangle haha but I won’t cry about it cause it means that I’m closer to having the body I need to compete!

Also this set I’m wearing- I bought it without trying it on 2 years ago from ‘La Senza’ assuming that it’d fit.. not even close- I could barely get the knickers on and when I did it cut of my circulation and the bra.. well so say the least, I was spilling over the top like a muffin top.. basically a muffin top bra.. not good. Well, obviously I fit it now kinda perfectly! It’s super duper frilly and maybe not my style these days but pretty nonetheless!

90 days until comp day and I’m feeling the pressure! Taking my food and workouts much more seriously now as I’m convinced I need to gain at least 3 kg of muscle in my legs and butt!! So much to do! wanting to be up to 60kg by comp time!!

I’ll be posting updates more regular now as my body will change more rapidly!

Wish me luck.. I think I’ll need it!

Alex xxx